undecided once again

this morning, i woke up determined to go to laguna this saturday.

now, when i browsed the web trying to find out how to get from point A to point B – i felt nothing but overwhelmed. OK, a bit scared. haha, i’m perfectly healthy now, but somehow my feelings of language inadequacy is starting to nag at me. dang, i might just end up staying in the capital if i allow this fear to get the better of me.

of course, before i get ahead of myself – there’s still the question on whether i can wake up early enough to catch my flight. i just realized that the flight i got last june was the first one out to manila. if i do go, i have to be at the mactan airport an hour earlier than my flight: so – 3:50 AM! that means i have to get my butt moving as early as 3 AM! OK, good luck to me!

***oh boy! feelings of uncertainty is back! i hate when this happens. i might forego traveling, after all. perhaps, sleep the weekend away! boring:(

UPDATE: i did fly to manila that saturday, march 12. i almost missed the flight as it rained dawn of that day. luckily, when i left genesis there was a trike that passed by our sub’s gate at 2:45 AM! it took me to tamiya where i hailed a cab for the airport. ha, it was last call for security check for my flight when i arrived at the airport. fifteen minutes after i arrived, it was boarding time.